Ever have someone tell you that you MUST, ABSOLUTELY do something that you have been chastized for, berated for, and embarrassed by. That's what load day is like. At first it sounds fun.. eat all the fatty food you can think of.. as much of it as you can stand.
Well.. its not as much fun as it sounds. It's only 10 am and I have already eaten almost 120 grams of fat! But that's the idea! On this diet, for two days, you consume as many fat calories as you can fit in there. Being a bit of a wee thing at 5'0 tall, I am trying to eat things that are extremely dense in fat so I don't have to consume so much volume.
Over the past few days, even though I wasn't pigging out, I just stopped "watching" I already gained 2 lbs. ugh.. so now .. in addition to the load weight, I have to lose that, too. I still am committed to just doing one course of HCG. I think I'll be super close to my goal weight if not at it, and I'll just workout to get off anything remaining.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
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